Roya

I am fearful these days, i hold back my emotions.

It’s more difficult to talk just because I am not a mind reader.I need to learn to allow the silent moments to go on and eventually will speak….

But I have a good feeling inside. I feel safe and light. I was so used to living for my future and this is more living the moment. I don’t want to follow the rules, I want to be simply how i feel. Laughed so much these days and had endorphin rushes many many times. I wake up in the morning feeling soo good.  

10 more hours and I want to remember these moments :)

I can smell changes and I know it’s possible. Last time I had this feeling was so long ago, maybe 10 years ago! There is some doubt and fear of dreaming again!